LIFE GOES ON``RIP BROTHER by crystal reyes

Have you ever loved someone so much and thought that that bond would never break then one day that all changed forever. That's exactly what happened to me, the bond between me and my brother was unbreakable, until the day that God took him in 1999. I wonder what my life would be like if you were still here? I wonder how you would look like now that your 27 ? Would things be completely different ? would things be like mom says they would ,with you watching me like crazy,not letting me do anything . She always says to think about the stupid things i do because your always looking after me up above. would you and ghandi be cool with me and take me with you everywhere you went? These are the things i would miss about you. Where were always good to me and never mistreated me. All the memories i have of you are all good,i don't remember any bad things. I remember your funeral very clearly... i remember my dad hold me over you and i was laughing because mom was talking about your big ears. I miss all the things you would do for me like when i was in second grade you would always go to 7eleven to get the hostess blueberry muffins in the morning and you wouldn't let mom leave until you got back. After 9 years i remember everything that i love about you . You mean the world to me and theres no way that i will ever forget you.. I still go to you and ask you for advice , i don't receive a response but i feel what you have to tell me. I see you in my dreams and i know that your watching out for me. Your the only man in this world that i can trust well your the only man In my life. You always understood what was going out with my dad and you were there for me when he wasn't. I love you brother your always in my thoughts one day ill be with you and i can tell you all the drama that's been going on

R.I.P ALBERT JESUS SAENZ
1981-1999
MOM AND NANA LOVE YOU N MISS YOU SO MUCH